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Thaw The Earth

by Strangeness In Proportion

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I don't know what to say I'll feel better when the snow goes away when you said I wasn't happy I thought I'd never be
2.
I lit a candle And watched it burn bright I stared into the flame And hoped things would be alright I don't think the snow has Ever made me feel so warm Look to the past and find Handfuls of memories to mourn If it's too hot for you We could get undressed I could tell you all the things I've always wanted to confess We could hold each other In the middle of a dark room And when I look in your eyes It's like staring at the moon But it's all fantasy Just my head in the clouds I dream of this Until the candle burns out Until the candle burns out The candle burnt out Oh the candle burnt out Candle burnt out
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I've been trying to get better Ditch the dark spots in my brain But my only sense of serenity Is walking when it rains I hate to be pessimistic But things are getting worse I hate to be cynical But it feels like me against the universe And things have been Tumbling down Things have been Tumbling down It started with a suicide note And 2 beat bowls Ended in a fight And me leaving home So leave me alone I'm not coming home When you said I wasn't happy I thought I'd never be So leave me alone I'm not coming home I got all your calls But I'm ignoring my phone
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Tombstones 01:48
I saw tombstones with the names Of all the kids I went to school with I didn't Go to The funerals I kept having flashbacks Of that Day If I make it out of winter I'll be Okay I'll be okay I miss being Friends with the Kids who never grew up But in The end I never cared enough I'll answer all the questions That you'll never ask I've established A fake confidence And I wear it like a mask When you said I wasn't happy I thought I'd never be
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I'm on the road To recovery But I'm not sure If I'll make it I want to know what happened To the kid who was always happy Does it really get easier Or just easier to lie I'm tired of the same things Everything's a bore I don't need 100 metaphors To say I don't enjoy life anymore I've been trying to get better I'm the best I'll ever be But jumping in front of cars Doesn't sound like recovery I've been trying to believe The world's not so bad But sometimes it's hard to see Looking at the things I've never had But I'm starting to realize You don't decide my feelings My life is up to me And I'm ready to start healing
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Green grass Every person I've ever Walked passed Blue skies Sunny day And stars In the night Talk to me About life And what happiness Feels like Sun started To rise I saw flowers In your eyes The silence In a rainy day Washed all The pain away The stillness Of a park Is like a Worm of art
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May Flowers 01:18
I've been having better days The flowers started to bloom But Sometimes it still rains But that won't keep me in my room I believe there's a yellow umbrella Out there, somewhere But maybe I've been watching Too much "How I Met Your Mother" I'll head upstate Just to get away Live day by day And finally be happy
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I was sitting in the woods On a nice spring day Listening to music And working on photography It's where I go When I want to be alone But lately I've gone Because it feels like home I've been writing about recovery Under the unfinished tree house I told myself I'd be fine And for once I wasn't lying The warm weather Made things better I hope it stays this way I couldn't handle another snow day I want to be inspired Reread my favorite books I've kept a journal To write down my thoughts I've been thinking about being vegan I've been thinking of starting again I've been thinking about cutting my hair I don't think I would dare I've been thinking about a roadtrip Dropping everything Been thinking about writing a book But I don't think that I could
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I've been reading "Walden" For the third time this month In the woods under The unfinished tree house I've been looking forward To the little things in life For the first time in years I can say I'm glad to be alive I found comfort in nature And being by myself Forget materialism Stop searching for wealth Question everything Do what you love Find your passions What you have is enough So go exploring And watch the sun set Because the little things Are the best things you'll get
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On The Road 02:35
I've been saving up money To finally buy a car Because I want to leave this place And I want to go far Never thought the day would come When I could finally feel free Love the sun's heat And the wind's soft breeze Longing for the perfect sunset Or maybe the perfect storm To wash away my past And leave me feeling reborn I reread "On The Road" Was better the second time around Time to get my chin up And my feet off the ground I want to visit places I didn't know exist I want to get better at guitar Take more time to practice Learn who I am Who I want to be Give it some time I'll find out eventually
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I love the blue skies and walking in the park I fell asleep on the hill in your backyard let's watch flowers grow and watch your favorite show

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"Thaw The Earth" is the second full length album by Strangeness In Proportion. It is a concept album using the idea of a cold winter and a warm spring as a metaphor for depression and recovery.

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released August 1, 2016

No Fly Records

Recorded by: CJ Dunleavy
Edited by: CJ Dunleavy
Mastered by: CJ Dunleavy
All original songs by: Sean Cahalin/ "The Storm Will Pass" by Brenna Grealish
Album art by: Julia Ferrara

Special thanks to: Brenna Grealish, David Giller, CJ Dunleavy, John Leahy, Julia Ferrara, Matt Gery, Riley Powers, Chris Palmer, Billy Ailtmar, Lucius Faythe, Brandon “B-Dawg” Roseberry, and Wes Whitaker
Thank you all for the love and support. I love all of you and I hope you all love this record.

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Strangeness In Proportion is Sean Cahalin, a singer songwriter from Doylestown, Pennsylvania.

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